i dont know yet.
its a journey im currently on i never expected to be on..
but it DOES start with the concept of namaste
musicians are soooooo nice to me. i love them. they throw it all on the table to educate me.
today i got the most approval ive ever gotten anywhere else im aware of in a mainstream area..
most often if i get any attention i shrink down and stutter like a silly timid little violet and if i try to show my absolute appreciation for them hearing me out i make myself look disreputable somehow..
maybe i just come across as ludicrously desperate.
I DO have important things to speak worth sharing from where im standing but i dont give myself credit. i write my own abilities off before anyone else can.
thats pretty sad of me tbh.
popularity might be more about knowing youre not alone.
its a distant gratitude that you hope that people might see clearly when they too feel alone.
its a sort of leadership, but youre just the catalyst for the awareness movement, swept away in its tide just as much as your appreciators are.
popularity is about not just having clear sight, but also enough self-respect to know the weight of your words and that you hope that it might be for the best to share that clear sight with strangers.
its about being a simple guide, a star in the night sky for those who feel too lost to guide themselves forward.
its about saying what must be said.
its a thing of duty and beauty to whats right
being popular means strangers know your worth somehow..
this song came to mind
stay in the flow!!
watch the magic grow!
watch your hit and misses to see if you can figure out what people struggle to see clearly or communicate appropriately.
see what people want, need
determine what they dont know they want, need
determine what they dont want, need
and build on it to an appropriate extent/degree
let true value speak for itself, though.
just be its guide, a channel for whats effervescent
want to be worthy, deserving of it but never attempt to force it.