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my grandmother smoked for so long that she had to steal my life force to continue her survival. she lived to be 92.

i let someone like her live that long off MY energy. i got preyed on and NOBODY would help me.

then i started up smoking too.

so i might not have much time left.

im 32 now. biological clock ticking away. probably past the time period where i could have my own babies.

if i did though.. i dont know id live long enough to watch them grow into full fledged adults.

realistically speaking.

although to be honest i expected to be dead by now so ill take anything life offers me freely and happily.